Coexist feat. Leo Islo | Tontario

I am so ready to come home.

I’ve been on the road for almost two weeks and I want nothing more than to be where everything feels comfortable.

What’s weird is that the hardest part of this trip has been spending time with people. I feel like no one would think so because I’m extroverted, and social, and all that shit. But this trip has been really hard.

I’ve been working with these incredibly lovely people wanting to make sure my experiences were a positive as possible. But it feels so weird for me to be catered to. It feels uncomfortable when people keep asking you what you want when all you’re trying to do id be as self-sufficient as possible. It hard to have people help you, when you’ve been trained to do everything yourself.

There’s a part of me that’s excited to go home because I think I can just escape to my apartment and not talk to anyone.

But I’m beginning to see that won’t be my reality either. That as much as I want to just retreat and be alone, I need to be a bit better at being with people. I need to be a bit more comfortable not being alone.

I need be a bit better and learn to coexist.